Did you ever wake up one day and realize that where you are and what you do everyday, isnt at all where you wanted to be and where you envisioned yourself. Those days when you just dont even want to get out of bed. I felt like runing away today. I didn't want to get out of bed this morning.When I was on my way to work, I thought of sitting at that desk for eight hours, answering the phone over and over again, and working with coworkers who i do not like. I wanted to keep driving past my work, to the beach and straight down highway 101 along the oregon coast. I thought of my friend who had just moved to southern california. She had just graduated college. I admire her so much, shes a single mother of 5, and she just graduated college. She wanted to move to california and so she did just that, and she already has a house and a job down there. Why cant that be me. Why couldnt I pull myself together and finish school with no kids. Nothing was holding me back. I realized that I might have been taking a few things for granted in my life at that time when I was in school. I wish that I could go back and re do that part of my life, i wish that i was graduating college. I cant describe the sadness that i feel everyday. Not just about college. Just about life in general. I want to run away. Wish that I was a beach bum in Hawaii.I dont want to be here anymore, just wanna run awayyyyyyyyyy