A beautiful, unconditional love letter

"I wanted to call you lots of times but I never knew what I would say. I still don’t know what to say or even if you care about what I have to say… Do you think that I’m mad at you? I’m not. I don’t want things to be sour between us. And I forgive you for everything, even if you aren’t sorry. You can call me anytime. You know that and you know My number. And I’m always going to be here for you because I always love you. I hope your holidays were good and your birthday even better. I love you and think about you all the time and I worry about you. I always wonder how you feel, how you’re doing, what you’re doing. You’re always on my mind. sometimes when I see something on TV or hear a song, I think of you. It’s been a while, but I still remember everything. I know our life together has not been perfect, but that’s just the way life goes. The way I feel for you doesn’t go away. I thought after you left you would fade away from my mind, but my heart wont let me forget I have been dreaming of you and of our time together. I will never forget you. I hope you still think of me too. I love you with all that I am, all that I was and all that I will ever be. I miss you so much. I can’t convince you how much I miss you. I knew you would be the first and the last one I love, and I was right...however you left me, you hurt me, you made me go through all kinds of pain but it is ok cuz I know no one can replace you and I will always love you as I love you right now... I want you and always will and there is nothing that will ever change the way I feel about you ... Love can make you do things that you never thought possible I am convinced I will never have again feelings for someone like I had for you. It’s a long time to hang onto someone that seemingly so easily moved on.Nobody could ever replace you. The pain then was unbearable. I guess you could say that it has now become bearable. That doesn’t mean that I don’t think about you everyday and wish that things could have been different. After everything that happened, I still think about the way it was in the beginning. & Even though I’m moving on, this doesn’t mean that I won’t still be here once the circumstances have changed and our stars are finally aligned properly. The love I have for you is undying. It is a love that is strong and enduring and will stand the test of time. I promise to always love you and always hold you in my heart. I will always be here for you when you need me, and I will love you no matter what life brings us...this is me being brave enough  to send you this hopes you read it. Hopes You might even feel something, a raindrop of sympathy for the tidal waves of loneliness and stupidity I feel. Know that I think about you.
I think I will end this now, before I consider what you might think of it. I love you and am waiting for the day when I can feel your arms around me again. Know that I think of you. Take care."

-anonymous (credits to leloveimage.blogspot)

I hope that one day someone will love me like this and write me beautiful love letters expressing an undying unconditional love<3 Love is beautiful, just as much as it makes us crazy.